Bleee. . .

It always make me cry everytym i looked back to see the things we used to do together. .life was so much better. .yes,there hve been good things happning since then but my life lacks that sweetness i crave. .the only way i cud get that is to make someone laugh(without forcing themself).but its not the same.its like artificial sweetener but im looking for sugar. .huh,lifes got ups n downs i noe. .i wish i cud skip those downs. .damn

Apakn neee

I feel diffrent. .things hve changed. . .i am no longer dat A student i used to be. .not the B's. .not the C's. .how am i supposed to fulfill my dreams when i gt D's and an E for my mpr. .
I nt only bcome less smart,but also less motivated,less caring. . .what hd hppned?mutation?i dnno. .im just nt me anymore,im just an ignorant. .i feel weak evryday,i cant cncntrate,how am i suppsed to study?dammit. .

Touchdown

65% for maths. .nt rely satisfied but alhamdulillah. .byk cuai,bri bnci. . .gp tdi testnya ok,but rsultnya na ku tau ah,mdahan sja ok. .amiin. .bh,atu th sja dulu ah ah.nanti2 g bcrita,kn bdating ku dulu,eh salah,kn away ku lu. .bh out,assalamualaikum

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Wat a fool i am. .setaiiee sajaa! ! !kn dpt markah tinggi konon!chem nganya 50%!nda panat dmanaaaaa. .apath lagi physics yg sirnya ckp 'knapa nda bjawab atu?' aishh! ! !i hve failed u again,dr.fauzan. . .

Desperate Struggle

Nda g bth kn priksa tiga bulan saja lagi,
neves atu neves tapi nda cukup motivasi,
aku prlukan seorang kwn yg dpt memerhati,
mengarahknku utk mbuat sgala omok kna bgi,
mnyuruh aku mbca buku dari malam sampai pagi,
biar aku penuh ilmu dari pala sampai kaki,
biar brisi ilmu mcm brisinya badan babi