Heartbreak

U noe how it feels when people see you as a useless person?n they keep telling you that indirectly?it feels like shit aint it?if it ws a joke i wudnt mind,if they even try to make it seem to be a joke eventho i noe it wsnt,i wudnt mind this much. .i did my job and in the end,not appreciated. .n their mind is set u cant convince them their wrong. .its all fucked up. .damn

The end

I was afraid this would happen. .when you no longer need me. .when you no longer have the time for me. .even if you have,it's up for me to figure out,when. .i used to not do that because you used to always tell me,when. .i find it pleasing to hear your stories and sometimes,be part of it. .now i don't hear a word from you,no,not anymore. .i was your diary now im your wall. .and soon,im just a lost memory. .

Perempuan

Ya tuan tuan,apa dia perempuan,mari kita bualkan,bagi balik suapan(feedback xp). . .dahulu byk yg ayu,skrg byk karas mcm kayu,dulu byk kata manis,skrg kata nda btapis,baju nda blapis,alasannya umu abis. .dulu lawa btudung,skrg rambut bsurung,dulu snyum pkai bju kurung,mun skrang murung murung. .kalau dlu memburu habuk,skrng ane melayan facebuk. .skrang ane pyh kn mcari yg mantap,yg ada sja yg showopkantop,nada yg handal melap lap,atau memop mop,yg m talk talk,m rock rock ada tu. .eath pyh ku msa ane nyamu. .bh out ku eh,ngalihku. .assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatu. . .

BASTARD! ! !

I miss you

The power of randomness

Sometimes u when u cry,u dnt noe what ur crying for,u just want to. . .why does this happen?is it because of boredom?or is it more than that?through prsonal xprience,this hppens when u thought of something that cud make u sad,the reason for the sadness isnt clear,so u shed some tear,gettin deeper into the feelin,trynna figure out wats this sadness bout,then u end up thinkin bout it over n over again til u cant think. .wow,amazing

Love is taboo

Wat the f*****ck?(travis touchdown style) i hv nt touchd the wii for days now,proud of that. .but i started to get back to mkin beats n now i check up on instructables mny times a day. .n my books r so clean without my fingerprints on em. .huh,wheres that hero thats suppsed to vaporize my laziness?yes,its rhetorical. .the juniors hav come to ptek,n they made the place hotter,literally. .but the gud news is that my eyes get extra exrcise,its one of those work outs that u neva want to stop doin,e.g. The jaw curl(eating),the mental focus(dreaming),the forearm curl(waggling wii mote) and etc. .the diy club we(me n clown) were going to propose has little progress,we hvnt finish the proposal letter nor we talked to sir makarimi(the teachr we'd like to supervise us).so the clubs probably wud be officially on due the next two weeks.as excited as i am,the june as exam is gettin near,guess wat,NO PREPARATION AT ALL!hahah,oryt lets stop here,i wnna sleep,i got a silat prformance tmrrow,i dnt wanna look weak n sleepy infront of the ladies,hahah.ayt.assalamualaikum.