Sumbody turn on tha lights,eheh. . .

Ma world is darker than any dark places,u see the same thang even if u wear sun glasses,got this dark thing hangin on ma wrist neva noe its a bracelet,evrythn dark u cant see me seems lyk im faceless,tho dark i aint sleep i am restless,i hit tha switch but the bulb blasted,so i aint shinin no mo i make no cashes.i was on fire but now im ashes.thanx ya'll fo all ya'll blesses.peace. . .

Lalala. .a lil bit of ME in here

Pain pain go away,come again another day,youngjok3r wants to play,pain pain go away~

Wats happnin to me

I saw u at corner standin cute with ur sneakers. .
U looked at me staring with. .thirst?
U were gripping a freshly sharpened cleaver. .
With it u made me these wounds n u make it deeper. . .
N deeper n deeper non stop. .
Im bleeding n u tied me with a rope. .
Blood dripped off the knife that u neva drop. .
I tot u'll stop,but nope. .

My death

U told me u'd be here til the end of time.where r u?i searched but cant find.maybe im blind.
Im cold,ur hands arent there for me to hold.
I am barely breathin,due to this freezing.
I cant feel any warmth,n my body feels numb.
Where r u?where am i?this place is dark,no light.it is darker than night.
There wasnt any breeze.
No sound nor even hiss.
Wait. .i heard sumthing.its getting louder. .
"fauzan my dear,i love u,may u rest in peace"

Funny where i got tha inspiration from

Friends Forever~Too Bad. . .

Runnin back thru tym
u were eight n i was nine
u my neighbor n u live juz next door
i used to knock n ya mom said 'watchu ask for'?
N i ask her 'is she at home'?
She said 'shes upstairs cme on in' didnt stand long.
When i see ya i said i brought sum play doh.
She gav me an amazin smile n tell me 'watcha wait for?'
she made flowers n i made a baseball.

We also play cook i lyk to do the choppin.
We pray evryday,'friends foreva' we were hopin.
We had fun we han non stop laughin.
We juz laugh eventho theres nothin.

Things get better when she got a new hobby.
She loves to play tha piano an this is OUR melody.
Tanananananana~

friends foeva too bad.
Neva togetha soo sad.

Then comes high skool tha tym i start to realize
i wanted to be mo than frens i wanna hav a real life.
But u r wit this guy whose love is smaller than pea size.
But u still wit him n i cnt help but rely try
to tell ya deserve better but i cant help but rely cry
when u said hes the best othas r less
evryday im in pain n u asked me wats wrong
i said nuthn but the fact the problemr infront
i guess i'll juz smile til its gone
but seems ma problem neva be done
n it seems dat u'll neva be mine
n it seems dat i'll neva be fine

one night u called me n told me that ur dumpd
time passes n we still talkn thru the phone
tot its an opportunity to tell ya wat i want.
But i hold ma lips cuz i noe dat u won't

friends foeva too bad
neva togetha soo sad

god had granted our wish
funny im not happy with this
now i cud neva kiss
kiss u in the lips

friends foeva too bad
neva togetha soo sad

now i wish i neva made dat wish n i wish i neva met u

friends forever~ too bad. . . X'(

Emm

Its been a long tym since the last tym i rely take my time to write a piece. .well,i got plnty of tym,so i think i'll write one. . .its gonna be dark. .col it hipmo. .

Yes,i hv abndond u. . .

Yes i cant handleyablog. .cuz im lyk mentallyblocked. .ma words r sillytalk. .i got tyms when it reallyshocks. .ma ideas was once on hyperate. .but now its juz on hibernate. .it used to pop lyk paperbags. .but now its error lyk parallax. .