Bleee. . .

It always make me cry everytym i looked back to see the things we used to do together. .life was so much better. .yes,there hve been good things happning since then but my life lacks that sweetness i crave. .the only way i cud get that is to make someone laugh(without forcing themself).but its not the same.its like artificial sweetener but im looking for sugar. .huh,lifes got ups n downs i noe. .i wish i cud skip those downs. .damn