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I listen to gangsta music,i shud look like a gangsta,wit a face dat scares people off,. .i shud show off often,bcuz its cool. .i shud avoid playin wit frens,bcuz its childish. .dats wat i tot to my self,every single day. . .i felt empty,but d desire to be cool overpowrd my sufferings. .however,it was all changed for good,by a single sight. .a SMILE. .evrytym i see one,i said to my self."im so stupid. .life shud fun,filld wit laughters n all. ." i now undrstand dat evrything is clear when u simplify them. .i guess wat im tryin to say is. . .SMILE. .it makes others realize dat dey shud do d same thing. .n when u smile u'll be happy. .n it will be easier to think clearly. . Whethr u hav a problem or ur just confused wit life. .smiling is d best thing to do. .


Shoot,i dnt noe wat im talking.i dnt rely noe how to express my self,hee,but guess wat?im still smiling!hahaha.peace

Why me? ? ?

No im not gonna talk bout nerds.
Im tryin ma best to make dis work.
Straight from ma chest forms to words.
Cuz nobody in dis world lyks to be hurt.

Cuz if ders gurl out der its deir love dat i take.
N deir heart i break.
D sadness i make.
Made d tear ducts awake.
N deir voices shake.
Like an earhquake.
Yea im darker than black.

I neva wanted to be a monster.
Dnt want a broken heart be ma thirst quencher.
Yes i am colder,den d winter.
I am bad n my mouth is bitter.

I olwez make a gurl cry.
Even tho i neva tell a lie.
Dey laughn when dey meet me,d rest of deir life dey neva smile.why?

Maybe im born as a devil in human form.
Den is d hell where im from?
Is dat place rely my home?
Hope dats not where i blong.

Am i destined just to crush?
Neva be nice olwez harsh?
Where ever i go evils a must?
N D evil in me,it neva rust?

I olwez wanted to be good.
But things dnt go d way it shud.
Im olwez evil where ever im put.
D school,d park,or d hood.

If i'll neva b good den gud bye world.
N live peacefully u innocent gurls.
Save your tears,each worth a pearl.
Dnt fear,dear,im not here,im no where near. . .

'im jok3r' ,as requested

Chorus - dey callin(cuz im d jok3r)
dey fallin(cuz im d jok3r)
dey laugin(cuz im d jok3r)
dey lovin(cuz im d jok3r)
repeat. .

Verse 1 - yea ma names fauzan but dey call me youngjok3r.
I maybe fifteen but ma body look so mature.
Dats d fact,dnt get mad,its just my nature.
If ya wanna see den cme ere n take a picture xp.
Gurls dey in luv cuz im a sweet talker.
Lyk to party at nyt lyk im a sleep walker.
Fyi im a crip walker.
Dance n rap ya nigga imma big rocker.
Yea im fresh,straight from d bath tub.
Im strong as a lion u cud call me tough cub.
Ma body so hard u think im a carved rock.
U no match wit me cuz u neva hav enough luck.
U askd for it so imma show u wat i got.
Wanna see money,yea i got a lot xp.
Got so many money,cudnt fit in ma back yard.
I put it in da bank n started usin crdit cards. .

-chorus-

To be cntinued

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2day i met my 3 fans at d mall! ! !hahaha.n. . .i met my ex...i felt lyk an asshole. . .ayt.peace

Laugh out loud! [sort of freestyle.hee]

U being too serious,u makin me soo curious,lets put a smile on dat face cuz its hidious..wateva it is i dont care,wont care,dis is sunday,so lets go out n play.money flow out n pay. . Ntah.eh.ngalehku.krg g sambung .hahaha

Forgiv me

Na shawty last nyt,i did sum'in wrong..n dats why i write,i make dis song..d incident was short,but d guiltness stays fo long..n da hell so hot,is where i blong. .im sory dat im evil enough to hurt u.but ya noe dat i heart u.u stuck to me lyk a tattoo.i love i just had to..i hurt u but i didnt meant to..makin a gurl cry is nt wat im into..u noe dat dnt u?see i want u...forgiv me wont u?please do want to...i promise i wont make fun of u again.if i break it den to jail im sent.yea.im d one to blame.jok3rs ma name.i hurt a gurl n im ashamed. . .

Amm. .amm. .

Hey hey hey! Nu'iiiin~! ! ! Hahaha... Lalala

Haa!

Im baaack!young j is back on d track!hahaha. just feeln hyper xD

New Mission

SCHOOL HOLIDAY! ! !i got missions = 1. Buat n.e.r.d.s mega remix 2. Get fit fo katok league 3. Go ta mall 4. Practice guitar 5. Finish homok . . .hahaha.peace! Dis gon be fun

Amm. .

Hy. Hahaha. I dnt noe wat to say

Forever friends

Im the sun.u r the moon.i made u alive.without me u'll drown in the darkness,n no one can see your smile.so i gave u my love,my light.we r perfect as one.but the moon n the sun shall never be together. .that would leave the world in darkness,an eclipse.n we shall never be too far apart for the same reason.that is why we're friends,forever. .

My favourite subject so far. . .

ENGLISH AS! ! !haha.its real fun!

PTEK

No cuties nor beauties. Dats ol i gotta say.hahaha

Worst news

No album dis year or next year! ! !A level upcumin..BZ BZ BZ! ! !sory 2 all.dats ol i cud say.peace

XD

Its 6.11,cant wait til 6.30..cuz on dat tym i'll be takin off to PTEK,yea,dats ryt,my first day at ma new school,hehe.wish me luck,in survivin,hahaha.peace