Why me? ? ?

No im not gonna talk bout nerds.
Im tryin ma best to make dis work.
Straight from ma chest forms to words.
Cuz nobody in dis world lyks to be hurt.

Cuz if ders gurl out der its deir love dat i take.
N deir heart i break.
D sadness i make.
Made d tear ducts awake.
N deir voices shake.
Like an earhquake.
Yea im darker than black.

I neva wanted to be a monster.
Dnt want a broken heart be ma thirst quencher.
Yes i am colder,den d winter.
I am bad n my mouth is bitter.

I olwez make a gurl cry.
Even tho i neva tell a lie.
Dey laughn when dey meet me,d rest of deir life dey neva smile.why?

Maybe im born as a devil in human form.
Den is d hell where im from?
Is dat place rely my home?
Hope dats not where i blong.

Am i destined just to crush?
Neva be nice olwez harsh?
Where ever i go evils a must?
N D evil in me,it neva rust?

I olwez wanted to be good.
But things dnt go d way it shud.
Im olwez evil where ever im put.
D school,d park,or d hood.

If i'll neva b good den gud bye world.
N live peacefully u innocent gurls.
Save your tears,each worth a pearl.
Dnt fear,dear,im not here,im no where near. . .