Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Express
See ive got problems with my friends.
I used to be happy but now im sad again.
Im not gonna hide i aint gonna pretend.
Imma spit it to ya face cuz dats wat i intend.
Evrytym in class imma giv ya some opinion.
U just shook yo head many times itd be a million.
Aint even considerin it cuz u assume dat i am wrong.
Tho it hurts alot but i just move along.
I noe i aint that clever but why cant u listen to me speak.
U aint wanna help me cuz u aint invite me to ya crib.
All of yall there,maybe twice a week.
And i am just in here,i am a man in need.
Am i not good for yall,am i a fucking trouble?
Tell me the truth bitch dnt u trynna be humble.
I noe there must be somethin dat u dnt like bout me.
If u tell nothing,then no change there will be.
I dnt noe how to explain this feelin.
Im on my bed n lookin right into the ceilin.
My heart is broken and my brain is killin.
Fuck yall. . Wats all this meanin
I used to be happy but now im sad again.
Im not gonna hide i aint gonna pretend.
Imma spit it to ya face cuz dats wat i intend.
Evrytym in class imma giv ya some opinion.
U just shook yo head many times itd be a million.
Aint even considerin it cuz u assume dat i am wrong.
Tho it hurts alot but i just move along.
I noe i aint that clever but why cant u listen to me speak.
U aint wanna help me cuz u aint invite me to ya crib.
All of yall there,maybe twice a week.
And i am just in here,i am a man in need.
Am i not good for yall,am i a fucking trouble?
Tell me the truth bitch dnt u trynna be humble.
I noe there must be somethin dat u dnt like bout me.
If u tell nothing,then no change there will be.
I dnt noe how to explain this feelin.
Im on my bed n lookin right into the ceilin.
My heart is broken and my brain is killin.
Fuck yall. . Wats all this meanin
Monday, July 26, 2010
Excitement and anxiety
I am the bery bery eksaitet to live the next level of my life : being an independent uni student. I have imagined my self and my existing friends living under the same roof. Oh how fun it would be. I cud see my self laughing and jumping around. I cud sense the presence of a shiny black ps3 connected to the big grand full 1080p HD tv and the full set of rock band instruments ready to rock on! Ahh,but then i realize,i hvnt even went through the exams yet,so lets leave that dream for now and focus on reality
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Its time
Its just an exam away before i cud decide which path i would choose next. .n that exam is less than 3 months away. .i am very excited yet scared to sit for the exam. .i want to get at least BBB for this exam. .i believe i cud achieve that,hmm. .
Its been awhile since the last time i talk about my love life. .nothing has changed(soo disappointed).im still single.but i hve my eyes on this MH! But the chances of me to even be friends with her is quite low. .and uhh,time is not with me. .haha!i still rmember when i tried to speak to a girl and she didnt reply me and asked her fren to talk for her instead,and i was 'rejected',it was embrassing,my cnfidence dropped real hard. .but it was a gud exprience. .ahh,n theres anotha gurl whose prsonality i lyk but her physique was so so. .her fren gave a hint that the girl was intrsted but i sort of didnt do my move and now when i tried to talk to her she only rsponded with short sntnces,maybe shes shy,hmm. . N now i got a new target and i will try to get to know her,muahahaha! ! ! I used to be angry to my fren cuz he said that ' pretty girl = taken ' ,i was against that 'law' and i ws ryt. .he is now with the pretty girl of his choice. . But somehow now im starting to blieve in that statement,buwh! But if other people think the same way and they think that shes taken and that she wont be intrsted,she wud be more open for rlationship bcuz she dnt noe that a lot of people are having intrst for her and that she wud have to take the chance and fall for the prson that actually shows intrest for her. .hohoho. .omg typing is a lot harder than talking! Oryt,i hope u undrstand gibberish. . Til next time,piss!
Its been awhile since the last time i talk about my love life. .nothing has changed(soo disappointed).im still single.but i hve my eyes on this MH! But the chances of me to even be friends with her is quite low. .and uhh,time is not with me. .haha!i still rmember when i tried to speak to a girl and she didnt reply me and asked her fren to talk for her instead,and i was 'rejected',it was embrassing,my cnfidence dropped real hard. .but it was a gud exprience. .ahh,n theres anotha gurl whose prsonality i lyk but her physique was so so. .her fren gave a hint that the girl was intrsted but i sort of didnt do my move and now when i tried to talk to her she only rsponded with short sntnces,maybe shes shy,hmm. . N now i got a new target and i will try to get to know her,muahahaha! ! ! I used to be angry to my fren cuz he said that ' pretty girl = taken ' ,i was against that 'law' and i ws ryt. .he is now with the pretty girl of his choice. . But somehow now im starting to blieve in that statement,buwh! But if other people think the same way and they think that shes taken and that she wont be intrsted,she wud be more open for rlationship bcuz she dnt noe that a lot of people are having intrst for her and that she wud have to take the chance and fall for the prson that actually shows intrest for her. .hohoho. .omg typing is a lot harder than talking! Oryt,i hope u undrstand gibberish. . Til next time,piss!
Saturday, July 3, 2010
X8D
When i talk to my old frens,those who used to be close with me when i was a small kid, i cant help but miss those times.evry little thing that happned was an adventure,i wish i cud re exprience those moments. .it was so peaceful,soo fun. . Compared to my life ryt now.well i now hv more knowledge and answers to the questns i had as a lil kid but i just dnt undrstand why it used to be more fun,hmm
Monday, June 21, 2010
The trend
Its the SAME thing evry single year. . Get a crush,get t noe the prson,get real close,sumthn happen that produces sufficient energy to break the triple bond and produce a radical,then i bcome unstable,then its like we just noe each other,not even 'friends',contact each other like once a month,this stupid! . .am i gnna do this again? ?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Oryt
Think i hv had enuf fun fo this holiday. .its tym to get back up and be a student again. .i dnt wnna disappoint my parents,my teachers and lastly,Me. .nobodys stopping me,nt u nt her nt him nt them and nt it. .i wish this spirit stays. .i hv no time for games,no time for girls and no time to waste. .this exam is gnna decide which path i'd go in my life. .and i wanna to that ONE particular path,the path ive chosen since i was a kid,the path that'll bring me to my greatest happiness. .i'll be there,its a promise to my self
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